Tuesday, August 10, 2004
ouch, its jst so me..
... letting go of a person u've just learned to love
... reminiscing the good times u shared together
... shielding ur heart to love somebody
... trying to hide what u really feel
... trying to hide the tears that involuntarilyfall from ur eyes
... loving a person too much
... giving up someone u never thought of givingup
... having the right love at the wrong time
... taking the risk to fall in love again
... hiding ur relationship from someone else
... controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend
... thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never eventhinks a single thought of you...
... letting go, because everytime you see the person,you only fall deeper
... falling inlove with someone you didnt mean tofall inlove with
... finding the perfect guy
...with only one prob
...he doesnt love you...
... helping the one you love court your friend
... seeing the one you love crying for someone else
... the waiting also hurts like hell
... having to hear "... I've met someone"
... agreeing to him wish to 'just be friends'.
... asking his freedom back bcoz 'he'd behappier with her'
... asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and be 'normal' friends again.
... hearing that u're treated as a big sis
... sharing his future plans for the gurl with you
.... u stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked him to
.... being denied in front of people....
... he told u he'd be leaving u to return to his ex (d one he left 4 u!)
... breaking someone's heart... being with someone you can't actually love..
.... pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
... being in love...
... letting go even if you really don't want to...
... having no right to say you are hurting,because it was your decision
... seeing the person you love hurt because ofyou
...and not being able to help that person...
... having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/shedoesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
... having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections
... finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him, perhaps even more than before...
... Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODYelse....."
... making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to bedelivered....the commitment is no longer there...
... fighting for that one thing that would make you happy
... that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/shefixed himself/herself
...then, you are lefthanging for the moment
...then he/she says, time will tell
... but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
... PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...
... PRETENDING to be strong.
... and RECOGNIZINGyour weakness
... lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have
...telling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a 'new friend' or an 'oldflame'
... holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
... realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
... the thought that this guy, used to really love you and you loved him as well but you didn't give enough and he gave up on you
... the hardest thing about love - believing it exists.
... reminiscing the good times u shared together
... shielding ur heart to love somebody
... trying to hide what u really feel
... trying to hide the tears that involuntarilyfall from ur eyes
... loving a person too much
... giving up someone u never thought of givingup
... having the right love at the wrong time
... taking the risk to fall in love again
... hiding ur relationship from someone else
... controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend
... thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never eventhinks a single thought of you...
... letting go, because everytime you see the person,you only fall deeper
... falling inlove with someone you didnt mean tofall inlove with
... finding the perfect guy
...with only one prob
...he doesnt love you...
... helping the one you love court your friend
... seeing the one you love crying for someone else
... the waiting also hurts like hell
... having to hear "... I've met someone"
... agreeing to him wish to 'just be friends'.
... asking his freedom back bcoz 'he'd behappier with her'
... asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and be 'normal' friends again.
... hearing that u're treated as a big sis
... sharing his future plans for the gurl with you
.... u stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked him to
.... being denied in front of people....
... he told u he'd be leaving u to return to his ex (d one he left 4 u!)
... breaking someone's heart... being with someone you can't actually love..
.... pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
... being in love...
... letting go even if you really don't want to...
... having no right to say you are hurting,because it was your decision
... seeing the person you love hurt because ofyou
...and not being able to help that person...
... having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/shedoesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
... having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections
... finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him, perhaps even more than before...
... Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODYelse....."
... making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to bedelivered....the commitment is no longer there...
... fighting for that one thing that would make you happy
... that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/shefixed himself/herself
...then, you are lefthanging for the moment
...then he/she says, time will tell
... but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
... PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...
... PRETENDING to be strong.
... and RECOGNIZINGyour weakness
... lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have
...telling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a 'new friend' or an 'oldflame'
... holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
... realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
... the thought that this guy, used to really love you and you loved him as well but you didn't give enough and he gave up on you
... the hardest thing about love - believing it exists.
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